WAITING!!

Tiring eyes swirl around,

Looking for something unexpected to happen.

But all she sees,is the everyday scene.

Laughs and talks can be heard,

But it all seems like a silent noise.

Awaiting is she,for the moment to come,

Waiting,for the step ahead.

A clear image of both of them,

Smiling at the mention of each others name.

Just the two of them,is all she sees,

In her crystal clear imagery.

She sighs deeply at that thought,

Looking back at reality

Wondering,is that all she got?

Still,she hopes in her heart,

believing in this universe's art.

For you!

You are a light for me....in the darkness.
A ray of hope in this world,who brought me back to life.
Its not something I appreciate...Its some thing I love you for.
I didn't understand you....
But now when I really do,I'm sorry for not listening to you.
Maybe you're always right,
Its just my fickle that don't accept.
You're words...their meaning always have a depth.
I didn't even try to find out what you meant.


You remain iron strong in a storm,
You calm everyone in crisis,
You somehow guide us to the right way.
You shine bright.....like a diamond.  


I'm not praising you,
I'm just saying what I wont usually say.
Your silence...I understand,
Still you want the best for us.
So,I want to thank you...
For everything,
For giving the angel I always wanted.

Fear!

Fear..
Is that one emotion which no one wants to accept.
That one feeling...where acceptance is impossible.
That instinct..wherein we know fear will pass eventually,if we carry on our task.
That one moment... life seems nowhere. we feel crushed.
That one second...where we stop,sit back and end.

So usually we hide...
From the dreadful thing we did in that moment.
From the fear...to never come back again.
From the people..who once believed in our potential.
From life...beacuse it can take us back there.
From our self...to repress the feeling and never wanting it to come back again.

But sometimes...just sometimes,
We Try.
That instinct...turns into something else.
That fear alters with excitement that we are near finishing line.
That one moment...which made us move forward.
And sometimes...We even succeed,
Accepting that the fear was worth it.

A year ago!

A year ago! Everything had very much changed.
Now,we don't know who we really are.
If we look back now,it seems there are some kind of vibes calling you back there,
and,right now doesn't  seem to exist .

back then,we knew who we really are,
now we feel empty as a drum!

We don't really understand why the last year was so full of emotions,
and right now we long to feel something.  

We don't know how out of nothing everything emerged.
And now even when we have everything,we feel nothing.

All we ever do and know is....let go!
Let go...of the people,the situation,the circumstances,the love,the bond...
the life that once fulfilled our purpose in the universe.
Sometimes we let go...without even having a chance to say goodbye.

The Expected and The Unexpected

The Expected,is what we have already planned.
It is in order,it is fixed....because that's what you thought you want.

The unexpected,is what that just comes in your life without your knowledge.
It is not what you thought.

The Expected is what you know is going to change your near future.

The Unexpected,changes the expected near future.

The Expected,is our conscious thought.
It is what we want to happen.

The Unexpected,is the predominant sub conscious thought.
It is what we never thought that happens.

The Expected,everyone thinks is beneficial for them in some way.
It is what they think should happen.
But often The Expected do not make us feel good....reasons might be many.
In the end,we feel that The Expected is not what we expect it to be.

The Unexpected,initially it is not what we wanted but in the end it is The Unexpected that makes us feel good.
It is The Unexpected which gives us satisfaction,maybe because it was not planned,not fixed...no one knew how it is going to be..but the result is simple,clear and worth.!

Time

Yesterday has gone,
tomorrow is ahead,
today is now only left.
This is the moment when,
I think of you.

Wherever you are,
come or just go,
don't leave me hanging,
because i cant take it anymore.
If you are the one,
then prove it.
For my love has always been
increasing,
but you couldn't be the first one to come.

I don't understand,
what have you done to me,
I still believe you will come
for me.
Not because I want you to come,
but because you want me as well.

In the end,
I hope you understand,
come as soon as you can,
because I can wait forever,
but i don't think TIME can.

END??

Every second of you and me,
Is like a vivid memory,
I remember you so often,
That I barely recognize me,
You are somewhere far away,
To see you I just pray.

You may or may not come,
I'll always have you remembrance,
U may have gone forever..

So does that mean this is the end??
What have you done to me,
Day by day I keep on prasing you,
My heart fills with gratitude,
If there's so respect for you,
How can this be the end??